My happiness comes from tears

Walking on the water

Life floats past in ships of gold

why have I not climbed aboard

people all around you

not a word I hear

no one understands the pain im in

im in a glass bottle

my own ship to sail

cant worry about their problems

they only weigh me down

walking on the water

golden ships fly past

happy thoughts wind their sails

as my own vessel sinks beneath my feet

if only I had jesus

to help me stay afloat

I fall in love with fiction

My thoughts consume my mind

These golden ships fly faster

While mine is nearly gone

I learned how swim, a long time ago

When my ship sank before

These golden ships don’t stop to help me

Maybe this time I’ll drown

But only if im lucky

If only my ship was golden

I’ve learned alot of things (mostly recently) from my friends…

1:You can fix almost anything with either A. A big hug, or B. A really funny joke…

2:You cant always fix it with a hug

3:No one deserves to die if its because of someone else that’s driving them to that point.

4:Gossip is bad. really really bad.

5:(I’ve learned) that (before!) if all else fails, turn to God

6:If you walk into a room filled with people you don’t know and you get all scared and nervous…honestly, I picture Jesus standing right there next to me.

7:Public Speaking is a fact of life and there is no way around it. So just do it.

8:Pop quizzes…if you wanna avoid them, just do your hw

9:There is something perfect and beautiful in every situation, person, and everything

10:(from what I’ve heard) Just saying hi to someone, even if you’re not friends with them, or just showing someone that you care can make a world of difference

11: You can’t really trust anyone(or mostly anyone)

12: Runing can actually make you feel better

“It will all be ok in the end. If it’s not ok, than its not the end.”

<3 Kellyn

Would you cry your heart out, trying to remember the last time we got along?

Or would you remember the last fight, and forget about me all together?

What would you say,

If I died tomorrow?

Would you say that I was a good person, whom you wished you knew better?

Or would you not say a word, because you couldn’t think of anything to say?

If I died tomorrow,

What would you hear people say?

Would they say what a good person I was, and that it was a shame that I died?

Or would no one notice, because they were too concerned with their own lives?

If I died tomorrow, what would you wish?

Would you wish me good luck in ‘who knows where she’ll go’,

Or will you wish that I go to heaven, and that you’ll someday see me there?

Most of all, what would you wish you hadn’t done?

Would you wish that we hadn’t fought so much, so that your last memory of me wasn’t an argument ?

Or would you wish that you had never met me, so that you wouldn’t have to live with this regret?

If I died tomorrow…

What would you do differently

No love in my heart

No passion in my soul

No fun in the sun

No anger from my fire

No fire in my eyes

No heart in my body

No body in my mind

There are no sharks in the bay,

No smarts in my head

No head over heels

No wheels to keep running

No running at all

No continuous desire,

No desire to break free,

No freedom to keep going

Going where?

No life jackets to keep me floating,

No boats to rescue me

No me to pick my own path,

Leading to the bay,

Where there are no sharks

pings<3

love kellyn